Chitral trip

I just hate myself. Hate myself so much. I don't even know why. If my life ends here at this very moment i wont even worry about that.  I just want to do some stupid thing. I might leave for Chitral in an hour at this time of night coz doing this is stupid. I hate itttttt. Fuck itttttttttt

Dukh kia hota hai

This pain forced me to write all this
I cant even explain
I want to scream, throw things away and pata ni kia
But i cant