Main pagal ni hun

Writing. Extremely tired and this flu thing making it worse. Went to home last weekend. Life is so simple in Tarbela. Trying to sell my bike. Our security guard is saying prayers. In extreme mental pressure now days. Islamabad is good. But no good and less expensive psychologist here. Main pagal ni hun. pain inside. But I dont look emotional. I have to confess - suicidal tendencies.